realization

hello stranger.

i have come to realize high school isnt a joke.
but sometimes the people are. sadly.
well all i have to say is: BRING ON COLLEGE :)

all there is to do now is work hard and care less what the world thinks.
speaking of the world...i had a fireside last night and im thinking it deserves
a post for its own :) mmmm..yes...it was a good night.

i'll be right back with more.

girls camp '09

wow what a week!

our camp theme this year was:
"A Hero Within; The Power of One"


Our savior was the greatest hero..he died and atoned for our sins....for my sins. he was so much more then just perfect..i love him so much.

My calling this year was camp fire (pretty much plan skits for the rest of camp and make them laugh, but also get a message through) with 7 others girls. Who by the way are amazing and i love them so much! (danielle, kimberli, cami, baily, whitney, mindy, and kjera) what an amazing bunch of girls...we worked so well together and im so glad i got to know them all..nothing like waking up to seeing there smiley/morning faces every morning..they made me laugh when i wasnt in the mood to laugh...i loved it.


So girls camp wasn't just only amazingly fun but i learned so much and felt the spirit every single day i was there..i understand now that our heavenly father SO does know us all indivisually, and i grew to love not only my camp fire girls but ALL of the girls at camp..i had little first year girls coming up to me telling me they loved me, and asking me for hugs (mainly because they knew the character i played named "peaches" ...a hillbilly that is very def tone..lol) but i didnt hesitate one second to tell him i loved them back..they were so adorible, and to know girls like them look up to me made me feel like i had to be the right example for them because they were watching everything i did..i truly wanted to be so much better because i knew they would watch me carefully and follow whatever i did..


Im so greatful for my savior and his example, so that i can follow him..he knows me and understands every trial i face, he's felt every pain i have felt..or the pain will feel in the feature..he is my bestest friend. and i know i can always call him through prayer and he will not only answer my call but listen too. i am heavenly fathers daughter and chirst's little sister.


Something that really stood out to me was something sister green mentioned in destiny (spiritual class at camp) she told us its never a choice between christ or "freedom"..the freedom the world would consider "easy". its between christ or satan...how true is that? its SOOO true..i will choose christ because i know with every part of me that this is the true gospel, and nothing or anyone can tell me different..he lives and i know it to be true :)


Lately i haven't been big on reading my scriptures...but i promise myself to read them each day..because i know they can help me with everything i do..but how do i know that, if i've never really stuck to reading my scriptures?..well to be honest..i dont know..but i feel it..and i feel like it'll help me..im really exited to get started.


One last thing i wanna share is a quote president Gale shared with us..he said, "you young women CAN and WILL make a difference you are a hero within; when you wake up in the morning, and your feet hit the floor satan says "oh no, shes awake!"


..i will win the war :)









PICTURES TO SHARE! yay



our rad CTR picture


kally barker, me, and sarah shum at crafts!


cami, danielle, and i with our CTR shields


my signiture "peaches" glasses, haha i look good?


haha craZZy PANts day! whit, me, kimi, and cami


who cares, its camp :) whit, baily, danielle, kjera, and mee


YW values (good works & faith) the others are some place else.


haha me as the STAR back stage (aka campfire tent)



whit & i


meet peaches and olga. hahaha they loved it.


THE ONES.


Dannie!


performing "pink fufu" skit


my art lol


check out what i found on my bunk! it was a drawing rachel drew
from when she was at camp in 2002! how cool is that? so i did my
own drawing next to hers :)

at school

i need a new post...im at school right now in the libary.

some boys next to me is whispering under his breath "lalalalalala"

im about to slap someone..im trying to finish a paper.

why me?

current mood: sad/angry/upset

why you ask?..


Well you see.... for the past 10 months or so i've been receiving teen vogue and seventeen magazines, and i love it! (all thanks to genesis)

flash back: I remember having just a flat out bad day..then coming home from school to find two new editions of teen vogue and seventeen magazines sitting there on my very own bed..i was so happy!! (pathetic but the truth) i threw myself on my bed and just skimmed through them over and over! i love teen vogue and seventeen. I am constantly looking through my new ones and my old ones, usually to get beauty/style tips :):)

well for the past 2 weeks ive been searching for them, cause sometimes i just have a strong urge to look through some old ones i've kept. I searched high and i searched low...with no luck at all :/


i then came to think: "oh no..what if they are actually GONE." (gasp!)


....welllllll; just now i asked Will if he has seen them anywhere..and he struggled to tell me what had happened to them..but when i finally got the hint he tossed them ito recycling my heart dropped. i am soo angry but at the same time very sad :( he looked like he felt terrible... i didnt want to explode on him, so quietly closed my parents bedroom door..and walked away.

my heart is broken.



i miss my old edition teen vogue and seventeen magazines :
i still have a few current ones..but a part in my heart is still/and always missing.



i know you all might be thinking: "wow get over it you wierdo."

but...you dont understand...and to be completely honest; if i read this blog and didnt know me id think i was weird too..but i am me..and i understand my dilemma.


i hope to recover from this tragic loss...if not soon, then someday.




R.I.P my glorious/classic teen vogue and seventeen magazines :


love always,





elizabeth margaret rosas

spooky

last night i was hanging out with my two friends destiney and bui, we just sat around at destineys house watching movies and chatting....oh boy.

but then we started talking about scary stories..and we were freaking ourselves out (we do that alot) and then finally decide: we want to go to this haunted house behind albersons that Destiney's older sister told us about..so bui is driving and we start going into the neighborhood behind albersons...PITCH BLACK.

we drive and see a sign that read: DEAD END

we freak out...hence the word "DEAD" yeah we are pathetic and reverse out of there quickly! haha so then we finally cooled it and went again..take two. We pass the DEAD end sign and see another sign reading: "ROAD NARROWS" bui flips out and hits the gas on reverse!! we are back in the albertsons parking lot trying to breath normally.

we then decide we arnt going to do this unless a boy is with us and driving! so we call up curtis, and he comes about 5 minutes later..we let him drive and he books it past the dead end sign and the road narrows sign..us three are in the back seats having a heart attack! then we see there is a bridge ahead?? curtis reverses trying to not show hes really freaking out..

back to the albertsons parking lot yet again for the 3rd time..we talk and then decided to go back..we past the bridge and go all the way...bui saw a person standing outside there front door just looking (some neighbor, it wasnt THE house)

...we then came to a point where we couldnt even find the house! because it was suppose to be straight ahead then bushes (drive way was covered in bushes.) ..no one lives there..axes in the tree.. Heidi told us this (destiney's sister) shes walked up to the house with friends and touched the door...thats all. they wouldnt dare go inside..she said it was hard walking through the drive way...ahhh

thats what i did my friday night..spooky