current mood: sad/angry/upset
why you ask?..
Well you see.... for the past 10 months or so i've been receiving teen vogue and seventeen magazines, and i love it! (all thanks to genesis)
flash back: I remember having just a flat out bad day..then coming home from school to find two new editions of teen vogue and seventeen magazines sitting there on my very own bed..i was so happy!! (pathetic but the truth) i threw myself on my bed and just skimmed through them over and over! i love teen vogue and seventeen. I am constantly looking through my new ones and my old ones, usually to get beauty/style tips :):)
well for the past 2 weeks ive been searching for them, cause sometimes i just have a strong urge to look through some old ones i've kept. I searched high and i searched low...with no luck at all :/
i then came to think: "oh no..what if they are actually GONE." (gasp!)
....welllllll; just now i asked Will if he has seen them anywhere..and he struggled to tell me what had happened to them..but when i finally got the hint he tossed them ito recycling my heart dropped. i am soo angry but at the same time very sad :( he looked like he felt terrible... i didnt want to explode on him, so quietly closed my parents bedroom door..and walked away.
my heart is broken.
i miss my old edition teen vogue and seventeen magazines :
i still have a few current ones..but a part in my heart is still/and always missing.
i know you all might be thinking: "wow get over it you wierdo."
but...you dont understand...and to be completely honest; if i read this blog and didnt know me id think i was weird too..but i am me..and i understand my dilemma.
i hope to recover from this tragic loss...if not soon, then someday.
R.I.P my glorious/classic teen vogue and seventeen magazines :
love always,
elizabeth margaret rosas